Monday, May 21, 2012

thinking..

Once again, i am thinking abt a lot of stuff. Stuff that will make me emo, stuff that will make me question myself, stuff that i wish i have someone to confide in. At that is one question on its own. This always happens when i am all stressed up. :(

Just have to stuff everything back into some part of my head, find that little light in all this and walk towards it. Somehow someway i will always overcome this, but i hope someday it will just disappear. My head is only that big.



Question: I always wonder who I can confide in. Till now, no one truly knows me. Has anyone bother to truly know? Who would be willing to listen to my true worries rather than the other way round? I am just alone.

Monday, May 7, 2012

等待自由的一天。。

我累了。 已经找不到动力前进。 我心里脑里有想做的事, 也有非得做的事。非得做的事使在是太多到我快喘不过气来了。这是我第一次觉得出国回来后反而觉得更累。好想把全部的事抛开,找个角落独自一个人坐着。。没有烦恼。。 做我心里想做的事。一天就好。。 可以吗?

可是等久久吧。。 这几个星期是不肯能的事。 只好快点做好才能快点回到舒服的床。。 再面对另外一天的到来。。